Today is difficult; I woke up with sadness
Remembering how happy we were yesterday,
While today is different; hearing your voice around,
But never ever calling my name.
Today is painful,
Seeing how happy you can be even without me
While I am here at the corner,
Asking myself why the tears are falling.
The wind whisphers as I walk away
But I can’t listen to what it means to say
My path is blurry, my feet are heavy
But I couldn’t think of much better way
Memories are calling out but I can’t stay
Too tired of resting in the arms of dismay
The trust I gave went home to betray
Now I am left with just myself today
I have no choice but to leave this way
When it’s too painful, we just have to walk away
To save the memories no matter how gray
And live with the past in every page of each day
I am looking at you so keenly
Trying to memorize how you look
I want to keep that in my mind forever
Be the last memory of you.
I am looking at you so sadly,
Coz I know it should be the last
I am so happy to see you,
That I know I have to let go.
I am looking at you painfully,
Coz I don’t want it to be the last
I want to see you for the rest of my life
But I know this life wont allow.
Krayna 